So yesterday was the last day at school .. the day i waited for so long .. i will graduate on may 5 , there is one more challenge coming up for me on may 1 and i hope it all goes well.

 I realized .. sometimes we know what we want but we do the exact opposite of what is needed to be done to get what we want .. and then we wonder why we didn't get what we wanted . lol .. seriously lol ..
The truth is .. and i have to draw up a lot of courage to say this .. i never followed my heart .. and i probably never will .. i couldn't believe it when i realized this .. but thats exactly what i have done .. how mucked up could that possibly be ?