U know life has taught u enuf when u can be heartily laughing and the next moment can break into tears.When it gives u sorrows but still enuf happiness to go on.

Ab bas ?

Isn't really the first time when I have felt disgraced and demeaned by what mankind has taken to, I reel under what I read about the big schwarzenegger betrayal.Feel heavily saddened by how disgracefully low people can get , but somehow am pretty amazed at the strength of his wife Maria Shriver, who still showed up at Oprah's and wore a smile too.

We all have have our own tailspin of sorrow and agony .. but what is the limit of any of the sorrows and disappointments one can be faced with ? is there any really ? How much can one be dealt with before life itself says ... ab bas ?I believe we will not be dealt with more than what we can handle , Any situation that we think is going to knock us off comes with the tag on it .. 'u can deal wid me , thats why I am here' The stronger we are the more we are tested. And then what really helps us go on ? Our own inner strength , at times also the realization .. that there is not just the body consciousness but also the soul consciousness and somehow I have learnt that pain is good for the soul .. almost can say .. pain is food for the soul ..

The joy is in living ... inspite of all that disrespects , demeans , dishonors us .. the joy is in saying to ourselves ... I am bigger than anything that comes to me .. and I am not going to let this get the better of me .. The joy is in knowing that all that is trying to kill my spirit is actually rejuvenating it .. The joy is in being ME inspite of everything thats wanting this ME to change to someone else .. The joy is in knowing that all the wrongs didn't dampen MY will to be kind ,compassionate and still be a good human being.

As Cyrus rightly said .. The broken heart has God on its side , the one that breaks it has a long way to go.

Life

For all that is whole and all that is not .. it all comes back. We over estimate ourselves and under estimate the magnanamity of life . The four letter word is sheer power. It is amazing how u can probably fool everyone around u but no matter how hard u try .. u cannot fool life. All along u think ur getting away with what u did and smile secretly inside knowing little that try as hard as u might .. life will have the last laugh. Nothing or rather noone comes undone.. without a tinge of doubt .. u cannot escape it .

When u think u have some chapters closed in the dark corners of ur heart .. there is life watching over u .. and it is going to make sure .. the closed chapters open ... the dues are paid .. they have to be paid .. cos life does not and will not spare anyone.

Know it .. pleasures of wrong doings are short lived but the regret is forever. And the best part is .. u think u will never regret .. life has a way of making sure u do.