Laws and rules done too .. That was the last exam i had to take to get the Florida license .. I will have my license no. in a week or two .. Licensed to practice in the state of Florida .. finally !
It has been a long journey , from the day i started studying for my boards back in jan of 2009 .. But the real deal is starting now ..
I am going to be the writer of my story and this time i want to make no mistakes .

God be with me :) 

September is almost over and we are racing towards the 10th month of the year , every year as october approaches i start awaiting the new year .. this year is flying by so fast .. on a side note someone made a very special prediction .. *winks and smiles*

It is going to be a beautiful 2013 , i can't wait :)

My Husband asked me today , why people blog .. i don't know why people blog but i blog cos it helps me relate to my core , remind me who I was yesterday , who I am today and both those reminders are necessary to know who I will be tomorrow . So that i never lose touch with myself , my beliefs and my values . Its a place where I speak fearlessly , , its the best source of expression I have .. in some ways defines who I am , it gives my freedom to just be me in a world where that is the toughest thing to do . My blog keeps me going in times when i have noone to hang on to , yes it has uplifted my spirits innumerable times and i am glad i blog :)

That feeling you get sometimes .. You dont understand what it is at the time .. You cant figure out what is it that is making you feel so sad , blue .. Its just a sixth sense .. That something is wrong or something is going to go wrong .. I tried to dismiss it .. I truely did ;telling myself i was being stupid ..  Blood is thicker than water .. Apparently not

I hate today .. I have dreaded today .. Always .. I hoped it wouldnt come , atleast not in my life .. I probably dont have enough tears that can even flow out to somehow lessen the pain i feel inside .

I am sorry .. I wish i knew how to fix this , sadly i dont .. But i still love you a million times over