When you are younger the most important thing about a relationship is love , then as u grow it becomes trust .. as u grow deeper and deeper in relationships the most imp thing is no longer either love or trust .. its just forgiveness

Having said that , i am struggling . I see people who most definitely wronged other people being exonerated . Their karma not getting them , at least not right now in front of me . In fact it is exactly the other way round , they are having the best lives and the best times and a part of me is very frustrated because obviously i cANT do anything . And whatever it is that i can do , i don't want to .Because i chose to be on the path of peace and not on the path of revenge , hatred and resentment. So if i chose this path why am i struggling . Maybe because i have not whole heartedly forgiven . Because deep down i still hope bad things happen to these ppl . I truly have not let go .

I tried

Losing you will hurt forever
You weren’t mine to begin with
But it’s always the same pain
Nothings changed
But I know now
This is not my regret
It’s still my pain
I thought I failed me
I didn’t
I tried maybe not hard enough so I thought
But I was wrong
I did what I could
I just didn’t lose myself
This just isn’t my regret anymore
I need to let go , but it’s so hard
So painful
It kills me
It kills me
To know , I loved this deeply
There are times I just don’t want to
But it’s beyond me
Helpless , powerless
I can’t let go cos it’s not my choice anymore
There is no closure
Never will be
I hate my life sometimes
I hate love sometimes
Cos the only thing love ever meant for me is pain
Tears
And more pain
But this
Is never going to be my regret
I tried