When life hurts , and hurts real bad .. rejoice ... because ur bad karma is being washed away. God and all of his angels are very close to you and are looking over you . When u feel a lot of pain .. let that make u happy than sad .. sounds stupid .. but do just that , because this is when life is under construction , and every thing inside of you thats bad and rotten is being recreated , resurrected .. the old is being crushed .. feel the pain but know that you are only a few steps away from happiness , and this time it will be real and forever .. as they say it is darkest before dawn .. God is working on your life and till He makes it okay ,jus bear with Him .. smile cos nothing lasts forever , least of all pain .

Say a generous thank you to the ones who hurt you , they indeed are the medium for your happiness..

Thank you for hurting me .. for helping me get rid of my own bad karma .. U probably are the path I need to take for my Moksh.

So I have no clue why this blogspot was not publishing posts since so many weeks , or has it been months ? I don't know .. I tried wordpress , got all confused .. and then tried to just figure this one out , and looks like its working now .. some new interface that it needed to be updated .. oh well whatever !

So part 2 is done and I am awaiting results , they shud be out anytime , probably tomm , i didnt chek my mail tday , cos I was too scared ,.. dumb i know ... I have to see them some day ... I hope its all okay .. but till the time I dont find out I am going to worry about it ! That said .. CRDTS on the way too . exactly one week .. brings me one more step closer to my DDS .. yipee .. its a good feeling .. DDS but it comes with all of these exams that I need to challenge .. phew .. too many .. test of nerves , patience , faith in ownself .. just stay calm .. thats the mantra .. jus keep doing what ur doing and know that it will be okay .. do not freak out or let the stress get to you .

I am doing pretty well .. in my given circumstances , I couldn't be prouder .. I have been through enough ( yr ) .. and am still standing my ground like a bull., completely and totally dedicated twards everything that I am up for right now . i know one thing for sure .. i am not giving up without a fight .. and then ofcourse .. I am almost there .. am I not ?