I tried

Losing you will hurt forever
You weren’t mine to begin with
But it’s always the same pain
Nothings changed
But I know now
This is not my regret
It’s still my pain
I thought I failed me
I didn’t
I tried maybe not hard enough so I thought
But I was wrong
I did what I could
I just didn’t lose myself
This just isn’t my regret anymore
I need to let go , but it’s so hard
So painful
It kills me
It kills me
To know , I loved this deeply
There are times I just don’t want to
But it’s beyond me
Helpless , powerless
I can’t let go cos it’s not my choice anymore
There is no closure
Never will be
I hate my life sometimes
I hate love sometimes
Cos the only thing love ever meant for me is pain
Tears
And more pain
But this
Is never going to be my regret
I tried