Just stay right there , A-Okay ? Dont let those beliefs u carried all these years leave u now . Remember the cliche.. it is always darkest before dawn ..

Everyone deserve a second chance . No matter what mistakes we have made, no matter who we irked and hurt .. from repentace and penance must come forgiveness and  a second chance .. to make amends .. the question is .. is one lifetime enough for all of it ?

I dont know ..hopefully it is , cos if it isnt then the viscous cycle will go on ,cos everyone deserves to be happy even the ones who did the most hateful things .. or do they dont ? again I dont know .. we will see:)

P.P Bharat Bhai on 11.19.11

• I am a forgiving and loving person
• I am responsible for my own spiritual growth
• My strenght comes from forgiveness of those who hurt me, the more I love the more that love is returned back to me .
• Be a winner in good times and a survivor in hard times
• Change your thoughts and you change your world.

When life hurts , and hurts real bad .. rejoice ... because ur bad karma is being washed away. God and all of his angels are very close to you and are looking over you . When u feel a lot of pain .. let that make u happy than sad .. sounds stupid .. but do just that , because this is when life is under construction , and every thing inside of you thats bad and rotten is being recreated , resurrected .. the old is being crushed .. feel the pain but know that you are only a few steps away from happiness , and this time it will be real and forever .. as they say it is darkest before dawn .. God is working on your life and till He makes it okay ,jus bear with Him .. smile cos nothing lasts forever , least of all pain .

Say a generous thank you to the ones who hurt you , they indeed are the medium for your happiness..

Thank you for hurting me .. for helping me get rid of my own bad karma .. U probably are the path I need to take for my Moksh.

So I have no clue why this blogspot was not publishing posts since so many weeks , or has it been months ? I don't know .. I tried wordpress , got all confused .. and then tried to just figure this one out , and looks like its working now .. some new interface that it needed to be updated .. oh well whatever !

So part 2 is done and I am awaiting results , they shud be out anytime , probably tomm , i didnt chek my mail tday , cos I was too scared ,.. dumb i know ... I have to see them some day ... I hope its all okay .. but till the time I dont find out I am going to worry about it ! That said .. CRDTS on the way too . exactly one week .. brings me one more step closer to my DDS .. yipee .. its a good feeling .. DDS but it comes with all of these exams that I need to challenge .. phew .. too many .. test of nerves , patience , faith in ownself .. just stay calm .. thats the mantra .. jus keep doing what ur doing and know that it will be okay .. do not freak out or let the stress get to you .

I am doing pretty well .. in my given circumstances , I couldn't be prouder .. I have been through enough ( yr ) .. and am still standing my ground like a bull., completely and totally dedicated twards everything that I am up for right now . i know one thing for sure .. i am not giving up without a fight .. and then ofcourse .. I am almost there .. am I not ?

Kind of saddened. Beginning of the end of democracy in India ? I am so shocked and surprised. So even if Baba Ramdev had or did not have political motives, it really wasn't right for the police to arrest him ,use tear gas , lathi charge people when they were sleeping ,.. huh .. really ?I am so so so taken aback by what has happened there .. a total mockery of democracy.

I wonder what sunday morning in India is going to bring.

U know life has taught u enuf when u can be heartily laughing and the next moment can break into tears.When it gives u sorrows but still enuf happiness to go on.

Ab bas ?

Isn't really the first time when I have felt disgraced and demeaned by what mankind has taken to, I reel under what I read about the big schwarzenegger betrayal.Feel heavily saddened by how disgracefully low people can get , but somehow am pretty amazed at the strength of his wife Maria Shriver, who still showed up at Oprah's and wore a smile too.

We all have have our own tailspin of sorrow and agony .. but what is the limit of any of the sorrows and disappointments one can be faced with ? is there any really ? How much can one be dealt with before life itself says ... ab bas ?I believe we will not be dealt with more than what we can handle , Any situation that we think is going to knock us off comes with the tag on it .. 'u can deal wid me , thats why I am here' The stronger we are the more we are tested. And then what really helps us go on ? Our own inner strength , at times also the realization .. that there is not just the body consciousness but also the soul consciousness and somehow I have learnt that pain is good for the soul .. almost can say .. pain is food for the soul ..

The joy is in living ... inspite of all that disrespects , demeans , dishonors us .. the joy is in saying to ourselves ... I am bigger than anything that comes to me .. and I am not going to let this get the better of me .. The joy is in knowing that all that is trying to kill my spirit is actually rejuvenating it .. The joy is in being ME inspite of everything thats wanting this ME to change to someone else .. The joy is in knowing that all the wrongs didn't dampen MY will to be kind ,compassionate and still be a good human being.

As Cyrus rightly said .. The broken heart has God on its side , the one that breaks it has a long way to go.

Life

For all that is whole and all that is not .. it all comes back. We over estimate ourselves and under estimate the magnanamity of life . The four letter word is sheer power. It is amazing how u can probably fool everyone around u but no matter how hard u try .. u cannot fool life. All along u think ur getting away with what u did and smile secretly inside knowing little that try as hard as u might .. life will have the last laugh. Nothing or rather noone comes undone.. without a tinge of doubt .. u cannot escape it .

When u think u have some chapters closed in the dark corners of ur heart .. there is life watching over u .. and it is going to make sure .. the closed chapters open ... the dues are paid .. they have to be paid .. cos life does not and will not spare anyone.

Know it .. pleasures of wrong doings are short lived but the regret is forever. And the best part is .. u think u will never regret .. life has a way of making sure u do.

Pal bhar mein kaise badalte hain rishte..

Congratulations India .. for bringing the world cup home after 28 years , and giving us a memory that will last forever . It was a perfect game and a perfect team .. spot on fielding and awesome batting , an error or two that u can ignore cos we won , but probably one of the best victories we have had. Moment to cherish and remember .. miss being in India .. but yayy .. love being an Indian

Life isn't always beautiful ? There is always something that needs to be taken care of and we always tell ourselves once this is done my life will be perfect .BUT there isn't a perfect life . We make perfect of it in what we have ..

I've been going from exam to exam in the past one year , and all around me i listen to people saying how hectic everything is .. how we have little or no time for anything else .. how every one of our weekend is always occupied in studying for something or the other , or how every one of our evening is spent in practicing for this performance exam or the other ... I find it to be a mini version of the real world where u r occupied all the time in one thing or the other and there really isnt going to be a time when u actually find urself free of every hassle and totally enjoying life .If we keep waiting for that time, it is never ever going to come . Like now ... if i keep waiting for a time when i am ''examless'' and can actually enjoy a good movie or a good dinner or just a good gym time ,.... it really isnt going to come .

So whats the rescue mantra ? ... dont wait for that perfect time cos it aint coming ... make good of the tiny intervals in the madness of life to just find some time and really LIVE ...

2.21.2011

I have a new idol !

Freedom

So Egypt is finally a free country , proving the power of non violence yet again . 18 days , thats all it took for a group of people to free themselves of a 30 yr long rule by a dictator who heard no voices and only believed in imprisoning people who didnt support him . This is surely power of the people , nonviolent but yet so powerful . They didnt need any army or bullets , all the needed was a determination and unity. The belief that what they were doing was right and in the best interests of their country ,no personal gains or motives , just plain simple freedom ,justice does prevail . When people unite for a common goal selflessly the largest dictators have to fall .That is the power a common man has , he doesnt need anything else just a motive and strong will.

I heard the interview by Wael Ghonim , the one who spearheaded these protests . A 30 year old manager at google ,what he said moved me .. ''I have a life , a job , a wife and kids but I am willing to give all of that up and die , because enough is enough ,we want freedom'' It totally reminded me of our freedom struggle so many years back when people did give up their lives for freedom , I take this moment to thank all of them for what we have today , and generations later people in Egypt will thank these people ..

History is made and I have witnessed it ... God bless Egypt.