I may have written this innumerable times but any amount of time i write it , its less .. LIFE AMAZES ME .It is hands down the best teacher there ever can be and yes I have realized it before and I am realizing it all over again .. you simply cannot , should not and will not escape the lessons it will teach you .. the person it will make out of you and maybe here I should add life and God work hand in hand to somehow work on our soul .. there are times when i feel that .. its so intense .. everything that goes on around me , the way it affects me , the way it changes the person I am , and mind you .. for the better .. the way it alters my outlook towards stuff .. its breathtakingly surreal .. yes .. that adjective might sound a little off for this kind of description but sometimes I just do not have words to express what I feel .. the magnanimity of it all .. the way it falls into place .. how its beginning to have a calming effect on me .. I am not sure I make much sense right now because I feel a little overwhelmed .. by its ways .. by God's ways .. by the realizations that I have .. how some things no longer matter .. how all that matters is ..me , my life and my God and everything else is an illusion .. a big big illusion .. LOL

Thank you zindagi :)