So there is always a new challenge to face .. and I am facing a few right now. Two different boards to take , little support .. i think i sometimes push myself a bit too much and i don't know if i will be able to manage so many things , take them over without knowing my own capacity .I have done this earlier and i am doing it again  , i have barely been unsuccessful in the past and i am hoping it all works out this time too. I wonder if it is going to be good enough THOUGH , i really didn't need to take two different boards . I could have just taken CRDTS and been done with it , in a group on 100 people ,it is only 2 people who are taking a different board , thats how rare it is .
Its not been easy , its more stressful than i imagined , i know i can do this , what i don't know is .. is it going to be appreciated enough , if the ones i am doing this for even know how tough this is on me .. i tried letting them know .. and guess what i got..
I just need to know that i can do this .
What i have learnt ? To be able to say NO .