I will be finally be going home on tuesday . I am excited .. to go home to my husband .. to be able to start a normal life like any other couple .. and get over with this madness of two yrs . Before I started out i told myself that these 2 yrs will be over before i know , and here it is .. they are over now , and it feels good .. really really good ... I will finally have a home . Ever since my folks moved to US it was never the same .. I got the feel of a home for a year when I came to US in 2008 but it didn't last long .. I've mostly lived alone in the last 9 years or so and I can't say I liked it much , it was a lotve independence but too much loneliness as well . I realized I need people around me .. to talk to , to laugh with , to fight with too ...
Our relationship has grown and shaped beautifully , we have had a whole lot of ups and downs .. too many speed breakers .. but we will be okay ..  will be okay if we both have learnt from those ups and downs .. I AM hoping that we have .