I Believe ...

-- Nobody is responsible for ur happiness but u , similarly don let anyone be responsible for ur sorrow .. let them go
--Learn to forget , and forgive
--Respect and love urself
--Noone can hurt u unless u give them that right .. dont give anybody that right
--Feel beautiful
--Stop looking for happiness everywhere , its right there .. in ur own heart ..
--Magic happens !
--Be selfish when it comes to happiness , grab it all d time
--Nothing is forever , and everything can be replaced except for one thing .. real love , when u find it ..keep it
--Optimism and positive attitude will take you a long way..
--Life is a journey , its not a destination .. enjoy d trip wid all d bumps .. thats what its all abt
--Someone up there rules , ur wishes will be granted , all u need to do is be obedient
--Patience rocks , as mch as it sucks to be patient , but thats d key
--Be good , no matter what
--Miracles will happen..
--Never cease to dream
--Bitterness will take d sweetness out of you , avoid it
--Life is beautiful ... hate it but it still is
--Family will always stick to you , don let them go
--Friendsip, love and laughter ... yes it still exists
--The one that hold ur hand is bigger than ur biggest misfortune ,and can deal wid anything under d sun for u , but He wants u to before He steps in ..
--Never GIVE UP .. unless its in front of HIM ... He is d best buddy u can have
--Life rocks !!

Celebrate Life ...

Just happened to read about Jade Goody's deteriorating condition ,down wid cervical cancer , and waiting to die , it describes how she is just flooding herself in tears cos its end of the road for her .. how must that feel ? even the thought of that gives me goose skin ... and makes me realize , life is sucha gift , every single day ... how much do we appreciate it ? With all the challenges day in and day out , and all thats stillnot right , and all that ,that is going wrong .. we still have life ... and time to mend the wrong , make good of all the bad ... its not perfect ofcourse but we can still dish out a good one from what we have ... cos we have it .. life ... all d trials and tribulations , r they really that mch bother , in front of d bigger picture , in front of what we have .. a healthy life .. a good life ... not so often as happy as it cud , but then again isnt happiness just our own state of mind ?

cheers to life ...and celebrations all d way .... :)

Domani's dawn

My best friend finally found his Miss Right , and uh oh broke d contract wid me .. that apart , i am overjoyed , the last time i was this happy was when mumtaz gave birth to baby kabir .. good things r happening to two of my fave people ..and also shashank , he is goin to be part of balaji soon .. i cudnt be happier ...

Going down d memory lane , cant stop thinking of the no. of time preshit cribbed to me how hard it was to find someone , how confused he was about what he was looking for , how he thought he would never ever find anyone , it was jus a mth bck when he was saying he is going to die like dis .. i cant stop smiling today ... cos i remember telling him to have patience and wait jus a little bit more .. i am so happy that i was right ... and all d long sessions speaking sense into his stupid head have paid off .. yayy !

Life sometimes or rather a lotta times looks impossible .. and when it is that way we feel that its always going to be like that , but there is dis very regenarative quality that life has , that no matter how hard it looks if u knw its going to bounce back .. it is .. and the best part is even if u dont knw , it still is ... we limit ourselves to what we know , the fact is .. we know nothing , but we r programmed to belive otherwise and that is precisely the reason why we struggle , wid ourselves , wid life ... be there or be square cos life is a circle ... and if u cant trust it enuf ... thats ur loss ...

I smile for both of my fave friends tday , sitting by dis laptop i go back 3 yrs ... when i broke off and everything fell apart .. yes it still moistens my eyes .. and something deep down crumbles wid pain .. its a pain i never knew existed that i was exposed to ... its something else ... it hurts and then it fills me up wid a lotta strength and a lotta courage .. solid belief in myself , in life .. yes .. thats what pain can do to u , it can kill u and then build a fortress arnd u and protect u forever ... save u ... my friends came through for me during those trying times .. mumtaz preshit shashank .. and all others .. i cud never thank them enuf .. pillars of support when all else failed me ... i am still resurrecting ... still building up my faith in life ,in love and people ... there were times when bitterness set in .. thats when life wud step in make me belive that everything is still beautiful if i can trust it enuf .. its still rocky .. i still wonder why .. d naivity is lost somewhere ... but i have learnt ... to be patient ,to believe .. to breathe thru d fire .. to face life right in d eye ... to hurt beyond comprehension and still survive .. and i have learnt that if u want to survive u will be helped ...there r angels up there ...

I still do believe in love and in God .. He knows what He is doing .. bas ... thats enuf

I still wait upon my Domani's Dawn ...

Conversation with my heart

I am sorry I said to my heart…
I am the one to blame
The reason why you are lonely
The reason why you are sad
The reason why you are lost.
I put you through agony
I caused you pain
I made the same mistakes again
You are the reason I exist
But I am still the reason why you are so sad
I will go wrong again but I need you ..my heart
I am sorry I said to my heart

My heart in its greatness said to me
I cry not alone
I suffer not alone
I am sad ,not alone
I am alone ,not alone
I am lost not alone
You are sad with me
You cry with me
You suffer with me
You are lost with me
You are alone ,but with me
And till the time you have me
And I have you
I will show you way
And you shall walk
Till the time u hear my voice
No pain ,no tears
No sadness , no loneliness
Will be bigger
Than us .

You will never be alone

I am done ,no more ..said I
I yelled , I cried , I pined
I thought the tears wud make Him realize
I couldn’t go no further ,not now
I was tired ,I was lost
I am done ,no more ..said I
I want to be alone

I give up ..i give up ..i cried
I don want no more , I don want no more
I couldn’t hear me anymore
I couldn’t see me anymore
I felt powerless ,I felt lost
I was in a maze ..no way out
I give up ..i give up ..i cried
I want to be alone

Everything hurt
Everything tore me apart
No light ,no hope
No answers ,no ways
Only roads and long roads
To walk upon,,
Everything hurt
I want to be alone

I didn’t want nothing
I didn’t want love
I didn’t want help
I didn’t want peace
I didn’t want anyone
I didn’t care
I wanted to be alone

I jus wanted to go
I wanted to go away from Him
I wanted to be lost
I didn’t want to be found
I didn’t want to be heard
I didn’t want to be seen

In the darkness of the nights
In d sorrows of the lives
In the twinkling of the stars
In the shine of the moon
I cried
I wanted to be alone

I wanted to go
But there is one hand
That didn’t let me go
That one hand held me tight
Still holds me tight
And tells me everyday

‘oh little one …I hold ur hand
and till I am there ,ur sorrows are mine
u wont be alone even if u try
cos I made u
no matter how u cry and how u whine
u will find me there ..holding ur hand
I may not give u answers , I may not give u miracles
But I will always be there right next to u
No matter how u try ..u will never be alone’