Domani's dawn

My best friend finally found his Miss Right , and uh oh broke d contract wid me .. that apart , i am overjoyed , the last time i was this happy was when mumtaz gave birth to baby kabir .. good things r happening to two of my fave people ..and also shashank , he is goin to be part of balaji soon .. i cudnt be happier ...

Going down d memory lane , cant stop thinking of the no. of time preshit cribbed to me how hard it was to find someone , how confused he was about what he was looking for , how he thought he would never ever find anyone , it was jus a mth bck when he was saying he is going to die like dis .. i cant stop smiling today ... cos i remember telling him to have patience and wait jus a little bit more .. i am so happy that i was right ... and all d long sessions speaking sense into his stupid head have paid off .. yayy !

Life sometimes or rather a lotta times looks impossible .. and when it is that way we feel that its always going to be like that , but there is dis very regenarative quality that life has , that no matter how hard it looks if u knw its going to bounce back .. it is .. and the best part is even if u dont knw , it still is ... we limit ourselves to what we know , the fact is .. we know nothing , but we r programmed to belive otherwise and that is precisely the reason why we struggle , wid ourselves , wid life ... be there or be square cos life is a circle ... and if u cant trust it enuf ... thats ur loss ...

I smile for both of my fave friends tday , sitting by dis laptop i go back 3 yrs ... when i broke off and everything fell apart .. yes it still moistens my eyes .. and something deep down crumbles wid pain .. its a pain i never knew existed that i was exposed to ... its something else ... it hurts and then it fills me up wid a lotta strength and a lotta courage .. solid belief in myself , in life .. yes .. thats what pain can do to u , it can kill u and then build a fortress arnd u and protect u forever ... save u ... my friends came through for me during those trying times .. mumtaz preshit shashank .. and all others .. i cud never thank them enuf .. pillars of support when all else failed me ... i am still resurrecting ... still building up my faith in life ,in love and people ... there were times when bitterness set in .. thats when life wud step in make me belive that everything is still beautiful if i can trust it enuf .. its still rocky .. i still wonder why .. d naivity is lost somewhere ... but i have learnt ... to be patient ,to believe .. to breathe thru d fire .. to face life right in d eye ... to hurt beyond comprehension and still survive .. and i have learnt that if u want to survive u will be helped ...there r angels up there ...

I still do believe in love and in God .. He knows what He is doing .. bas ... thats enuf

I still wait upon my Domani's Dawn ...