This is one of the times when i totally hate myself , or the kind of person i am , i am going to brag a lot so anyone who duznt like conceited ppl needn't read it anyways !!
I am kind and compassionate , i hate to hurt anyone in the slightest possible manner , i will go out of my way to make sure that whatever i am doing is not hurting anyone arnd me , and if it is i will hurt myself but make sure others feelings are kept in mind , and honest to the core today ... i hate being this kind of person .. cos its hard to always keep others happiness ahead of my own , and it duznt happen unless i hurt myself once in a while .. i think my life wud be a 100 times happier if i didnt care so much abt others , yes there are times when being this way brings a kind of peace noone else probably knows of , but those times are rare ,there is no consolation to wanting other people's happiness and placing their needs ahead of ur own ... just that u know in ur heart that u are a good person ... but what do u do of that good person ? after a point u just get tired of being a good person and want to be a regular person who wants to at times not care abt anyone and just place ownself ahead of others ...
Life is hard for a good person ... very hard at that !
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