How do we crack the code to ''life'' ? Why can we not be happy .. completely happy ever , why is there always something or the other like a sword hanging up our throats ready to slit us anytime..
Real happiness .. its hard .. u ask urself ..what is it that i want that will make me happy and even after u get it there is another thing that u want even bfore u begin to enjoy what u got .. i get so sick of dis human nature that has been ingrained in our system of always wanting more .. and not counting our good blessings .. Why can we not thank God for what we have and jus TRUST HIM into knowing whats best for us , why do we always think that we know whats best for us .. when we dont even know whats going to happen in our life in the next few hours .. why r we so zeroed in on our wants , desires and dreams ...
... i almost get furious with myself when im not able to be content with what i have ... real peace comes only and only when we know that what we have is what is best for us , what we will get will also be what is in our best interest , when we can trust THAT SOMEONE up there and give our lives completely in His hands and simply LET HIM WORK ..
How hard could be giving up on all our stresses..putting them in someone else's realm and trusting Him to just do it for us , all the ''i-will-be-happy-if-i-have-this'' attitude is not going to get us anywhere ,it only gets us closer to sleepless nights ,frustrations and more unhappiness ... why not get rid of that attitude and just know that higher power at play is going to make sure that we get our bit of dreams.
I jus so desperately wish and pray that I can get myself to trust blindly that what He is going to do wid my life is what is best for me in whichever way possible .. Amen :)
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