Equations .. is it ?

Love .. really ? its an equation , not love anymore , its convenience and getting the equation right, wid all d nos correct ... reminds me of d balanced equation in chemistry where we wud rack our brains to get it right , using several nos , changing them on d reactants or d products side till it balanced .. thats what its abt now .. its a mix of money ,profession,power, looks , d right last name, more material stuff and what not , these features balance d equation and till u don get them right ... u don find love , it no longer has anything to do wid feelings , emotions , connection&bonding,joy and happiness and all that we talked of in our teens ... oh yes .. dis is what d adult ''love'' world is about .. we thought it was abt being unconditional , ironically now it seems --d only thing that makes it work is compliance to conditions ,so what do ppl who still wanna find love do ? there seem jus a handful for whom its not an equation and what r d chances that they will find each other ? .. the answer .. i don't know ... i was never gud at chemistry equations anyways ;)

confused , lost and what not :(

I feel like d kid from 'taare zameen par' today .. ishaan .. and literally ... lost , confused and what not !

I jus realized that my GPA fell cosve Pedo , and i feel rotten cosve that , Pedo was one bad bad day in my life , and it looks like its going to follow me here too .. sigh ... tho ortho made up for it and i nvr felt that bad .. but nw that my GPA goes low cosve it ... really really awwwwwwwww ... blame d rotten mosquito that bit me and caused malaria ... phew .. makes d whole thing all d mre tuf .. God bless me ... please :)

karmic connection

Ever felt like humming ..

Tera mujhse hain pehle ka nata koi..
yoon hi nahin dil lubhata koi..
jaane tu ya jaane naa..
maane tu ya maane naa..

Ever felt a karmic connection wid anyone ? Cud be anyone .. a frnd , a family member or a person who u came across and then ur paths diverted .. but ... that connection stayed .. something that makes u feel connected .. at a level u cant understand .. d bond is so strong .. nothing matters , its just there .. i knw its crazy .. and im not talking necessarily abt love .. karmic connection is from a past life time , at d level of ur soul that is beyond ur own understanding ..unfinished business ...might hurt and u wudnt know why , might bring joy.. plentiful ... it exists ..and i think its wonderful to have that kinda karmic connection wid someone , cos no matter how distant u are from that person u always feel a kinda closeness , and it duznt matter whether or not that person is part of ur life in dis lifetime or not .. u still wish for that person's wellbeing , still whisper their name in ur prayers .. its crazy i knw .. but .. its beautiful at d same time .. mch has been written abt it i knw ... ... its a blessing ... at some point in my life i didnt understand it .. too many questions .. now i do ... finally .. closure.. :)

Magic happens .....

magic happens ? does it ... seems like a magical morning .. did magic happen ?

Read this somewhere tday and it made sense ...

''The people and situations that enter your life sometimes are literally being "used" by the Universe to teach YOU a lesson.'' ... wow !!

And these situations and people will keep coming till we learn those lessons ... lol ... so be a quick learner ..cos the universe seems to be a strict teacher !!!

back to books !

And whatever made me think this was going to be easy , its one ordeal ,,.and i silently wish i sleep thru d nex few mths and wake up afr d boards are over . oh yeah ... only if ... 2001 was d last time i studied seriously , life was one big party after that .. work , friends , movies ,masti ,magic .. whoever knew coming to US wud have a flipside .. uh oh .. EXAMZ ! duh ... DUH ... did know that , but didnt knw .. back to books .. wud become a syndrome ... that im suffering from these days ...

1.I can snooze off any time of d day
2.Right when i need to concentrate i remember i need to call so many ppl
3.Suddenly CNN and TIMESOFINDIA have d most amazing news to watch
4.Looking out of the window and staring into nothing was never so mch fun
5.I love long showers
6.I can spend amazing amount of time playing wid gobhi !
7.Need to update FB all so often
8.Blogging .. nvr loved it more !!
9.I need to chek my email every few mins .. (as if God-knows-who is goin to write ..dahh )
11. I take d longest time ever to finish dinner!!
10.blah blah and more blah blah

If i cud concentrate a bit more ... wud be a boon !!



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Ridiculous Assumptions of a Talented Guy

Dude! Innit!! Wassup, smack my bitch up....sometimes this makes me LOL/ LMFAO /ROFLLTPIP. Ok now I got your attention, I have been invited my my friend to contribute to her blog. So here is my attempt, could not come at a right time.

Just off the phone with my boos from NZ, she thinks I am making loadsamoney. Well thats what I thought dentistry was, making money- the first assumption.

I thought its so easy to read books and do dentistry, yes technically its simple- anesthesia, drill and fill and then charge for giving them the discomfort.- second assumption.

Nice cozy life style, working in air conditioned surroundings, working sitting down, working 9 to 5- nice easy life- third assumption

Oh you will look good with this fillings, oh it wont hurt until you got to have the treatment done - fourth assumption.

I thought I am made for this shit, I can keep doing this for 20 odd years and retire in a nice place, with a nice pension- fifth assumption.

Well now the eagles have come to roost, let me tell you - its a load of rubbish.

Dentistry is hard work and only the ones who are really keen should get into this position. What the heck, I love it. I am sure you too love to go to your dentist. I can bet you he/she is a bit of a looney ( not rooney), a bit control freak, inadvertantly over weight ( again i am assuming) possibly borderline suicidal .....would you really want to go to a dentist after all. Now that I have succeeded in scaring you, let me tell you all this is rubbish, coz I am again assuming....