Buried forever

Thru the clouds i saw
Beautiful and clear .. d beauty of d day
Around in my heart , all day it lay
Pleasure peace and happiness
Deep from the heart .. yes u may ...

I hurt and i wept , i cried and i pined..
Happiness and glory and strings of joy
Tears and laughter ,and pleasures of the rain
As it fell on me , i realized it wasnt really pain
No it wasnt , it was a peace in d pain

Peace in d pain ..yes u may
Around in my heart all day it lay ..
Carrying it wid a smile ,i did ..
Tears in my eyes and smile on my face
Pain in the heart , and happiness again ..

Hurt and tears and happiness and joy
All intertwined one in d other ..ahoy
No more hoping ,no wishes on a star
No more dreams ,no genie in a jar..
Buried forever

Alvida .. I let u go ..

...how often do u come across someone u can care for , pray for , and be in love with , even when they do not love u back ..

.. love has only one definition ... do not expect ever , and if u can still love ,getting nothing at all back ... that's love .. and it has its own contentment ... it duz pierce u thru and thru a lotta times ... but its a beautiful feeling .. a mix of love and pain .. both competing wid each other at being more intense than the other .. guess which one wins ..im still figuring out .. duz it hurt more , or is there more love .. donno ... at some level they become part of each other and u cant make out which is which .....

I dont know what bound me to u , but whatever it was .. was very strong, i have never known anything or anyone have that effect on me .. i know u know .. i know u always knew .. even in the unsaid stuff .. i know u will always know .. i dont know how something so strong cudnt find its way .. it simply wasnt meant to be .. as we move on wid other ppl .. i will always know deep down .. what true love felt like .. loving you was a blessing .. u belong to someone else and so do i .. but those feelings were sacred and i will always respect and cherish them .. i always say that chapter is closed .. in all honesty .. i still feel u and i can never be finished cos it comes from another lifetime .. and it will finish only in another .. as for now ..

I let u go .. alvida ..

I can dream !

There's no fairy godmother
To make my wish come true.
No genie in a bottle to bring me to you.
No prayer on a fallen star
No magic potion in a jar.
But i can dream and when i do.
I dream that i'm there with you

I will be gone

In all the times that I brought smiles in your life
All the times that I reached out
In the small and big ways that I cared
All the love that I felt
All ways in which I brought joy to you
All the silent prayers I made
My silence I thought you would hear some day
The unsaid gestures would touch you some day
The unsaid words you would understand
You never cared

In my sanity I wonder
How is it a love so strong
sleeps silently in the dark
How is it a love so strong
fails to knock at your door
Stone you maybe, i know just this
A love so strong cudnt stay unanswered this long
But I fear just this ,when you realize
I WILL BE GONE.

I forgot it all

Your smile, your voice
Your ways, your touch
Those eyes
I forgot it all

My dreams, my hopes
My love, my heart
My tears, my pain
I forgot it all

The haunting memories
The gruelling truths
Those agonizing times
I forgot it all

The shattered lives
The heart wrenching cold vibes
The battles within
I forgot it all

But what I could never forget
Was the day I first met you.

Only you

When I breathe
When I sleep
When I dream
When I smile
When I cry
When I hurt and when I pine
Its you ,its you and its only you

When I am silent
When I am dancing and singing
When I am talking and even listening
When I am whistling
When I am here and when I am not
When I live and when I die
Its you ,its you and its only you