I dreamed of J today 

What i want to remind myself is that that relationship is safe in my dreams only . The real world destroys everything. 

Im pretty sure none of it would be like my dreams had it been materialized .Life would find a way to ruin it like ir ruins everything 

Most of our dreams , when and if they come true are ruined in reality . The reality is dark , it’s harsh and it’s hardcore .

Like getting married was such an important thing growing up , finding that one