I loved love so much but love didn’t love me back and hence I could never find it no matter how hard I tried and now I feel like I’ve lost myself forever , the best part of my life is my child I wouldn’t know what to do if I didn’t have him . 

I’m left deeply saddened and disappointed , heart broken and soul less . I’ve stopped believing in love , whatever I set out to find doesn’t exist or maybe it does but I couldn’t find it . I lost .