Its that time again ..pray n wait . Its coming . What I have been praying to avert for few months is here .. Or almost here .. I have been feeling very stressed and have been telling myself that i need to have some faith here . That it is going to be ok somehow . He is going to look out for me .

Its odd , very odd .. There is no permanent solution and I dont even know how and what to pray for one .. Im scared , very scared .

Imbalance .

I read somewhere that God meets your needs in unexpected ways .. I hope he does .