To say I am heartbroken is an understatement .. I am shook up , deeply saddened and angry at two incidents that have occurred in the past few days .. Barbaric acts committed by human beings .. Or should I say animals .. Killing 20 small kids , and rape of a 23 yr old . And innumerable times I remind myself this is Kalyug but still cannot get used to this . 

As my husband correctly said women are taught how to protect themselves from not getting raped but men are not taught to not rape. Men need to really start respecting women , in the form of a mother , daughter , sister , friend and maybe just as women .. For what they bring to the world , there is a serious lack of what women mean to men .. Things .. Objects .. Of desire , of ones who take care of their homes , not as human beings with feelings .. Not as equals .. They considered weak ,inferior ,someone who can be used as a doormat and kicked to the curb when their use is over . Men need to change and that job somehow lies with mothers . 

20 kids and 6 adults died .. Killed with bullets ... Noone knows yet why .. It had to be a sick mind .. Couldnt be anything else that could commit such a heinous crime .. Guns , mental mind set and upbringing ... We failed at 3 levels and the cost was 20 young lives 

We are repeatedly failing ourselves as a society and all i can do is close my eyes and pray for better sense to prevail