Round 2
 So why is it that as soon as something goes wrong we feel like it is end of the world ? And feel like God is our worst enemy who does not think about us at all ? It is so easy to trust Him when He does exactly what we expect Him to but so tough when He does something that He thinks is right for us . Cos His plan does not fit with ours and we get mad as we do not understand His plan Remember God's plan is far more superior than any of our plans and He knows exactly what He is doing .. No matter how messed up it looks .. And when I say that I mean it , no matter how messed up it looks He does know what he is doing and I don't know how to say it any more emphatically .. I am not saying this because things have worked out for me .. As a matter of fact they have not , time and again they have only gone wrong and probably as wrong as they possibly could , I am not saying this because everything is perfect today , as a matter of fact again it is far far from perfect .. It is as screwed up as you could possibly imagine ..

 And yes I hear u when u say that u r tired fighting , so was I until I realized that it all looks like a fight only as long as we feel it is a battle field and we have to fight , when we begin to accept it all as God's perfect plan and feel like making ourselves part of that plan , the fight is over ..

Relax ..take a real deep breath .. No matter how torn down u feel , no matter how ripped apart is your heart no matter how dead u feel , how bad it looks , how much it sucks ..and how deep deep in s$&@ u feel u r in .. Know that this is perfect for u .. This is exactly what u and ur life need right now , whichever situation ur in is the best for u . I don't know how , it just is ..

 Not knowing the answers sometimes ..is also faith.