NBDE-I

Exactly a month and a half... NBDE I .. wat i always wanted to do ,.. so im so close to finally appearing for it , am i prepared .. ? i dont know , i am not even sure i will feel totally prepared on d day of d exam , there jus seems so mch to learn , and know , understand , well yes its just basic sciences and II wud be more .. leaving dat aside .. i am not stressed , in a way happy , there came a point when i thot i wud never be able to give dis exam and it looked like a distant dream , but now i feel im inching closer to d dream , and it feels gud ... i am wrking hard , have been in d past 4 mths or so , there hve been days when im frustrated abt still studying and feel that im not goin to make it , there r occassional times of self doubt ,but who duznt hve those moments ... there hve been times when i felt im not doing enuf justice to my studies and mebbe havnt been either .. when i feel low , depressed and totally beaten up , and sick to d core for having to study while ppl my age are doing diff things ,.. but .. its NBDE I ... wat i wanted to do ever since i graduated outve collg ...

I pray really hard tday for d lords up there to listen to me dis once ....