Saturday, August 31, 2024

 Bhootkaal - everything that has happened until before this moment is bhootkal - bhoot - not to be remembered and forgotten cos its over 

ALL of our problems ARE because of our past . Its over . It’s gone and it’s NOT coming back . We thing and reminisce over it too much and lose touch with the present , allow it to spread its claws on the present and destroy it as well . Dont let it ruin the present . It has already ruined the past and we couldnt do anything about it BUT it is in our hands to not let it ruin the present . The only way the past will ruin the present is if we let it ! So the way to be in control of the present is by letting past be in the past . 


Friday, August 30, 2024

 I feel negative , and it’s likely from the hormones. I cant shake it off 


I keep thinking abt all the wrongs in my life and how unfortunate I am generally 


I need the hormones to stop controlling me NOW