Mission

 My mission : 

To please my Guru , be able to lead my life based off the examples that were set by them . Practice what I learn from satsang , whatever I do , my conduct stays influenced by the righteous path laid down by Bhagwan Swaminarayan 

Being born a girl , my mission is to accomplish the objectives of every role of relationship that I fall into but most especially that of a mother . To see my child grow everyday into a wonderful human being who is able to see right from wrong , lead an honest life and is humble . 

Prayer

 When u look for answers in people who are just as confused as you or even more , you will invariably hit the wall. I’m hitting the wall over and over again 

Kakaji , 

If any of this is my fault may the worst fall upon me , but if I have truly tried then show me that you exist. 

Vashi uncle

 Today is Vashi Uncles birthday 

I wouldn’t know how to live my life if I didn’t have Him in it . 

My very first problem came when I failed my pedo practical and hence my pedo exam in final year . 

I was so upset cos this had never happened to me . We went to Tardeo , Vashi uncle met me and gave me the warmest hug ever . He made all my worries go away in an instant . 

He was and is still so full of love , he connects with our soul by means of His absolute selfless love . He never judges and has always led by example . His glory is impossible to be said in words , He is a powerhouse of endless energy . From the minute his day starts to the time he goes to bed He spends all His time in Seva , Bhajan ,and dhun . . 

Vashi uncle is my go-to person and I’m not afraid to tell Him anything because He is both my mother and father . And that is the beauty of Vashi uncle - he will love like a mother and guide like a father . 

I remember an instant where He introduced me as his daughter to someone . I was ecstatic , and I remind myself of that all the time . Often however I forget who I belong to , who protects and guides me .. taara naam  no bharoso karaye .. Jeev no Shiv banaye