i am feeling so unhappy today .. and i am telling myself to rejoice in this unhappiness because something beautiful is being built inside of me by burning all the bad .. my ego .
I know and believe beautiful things will happen . she cannot steal all the happiness .. I feel sorry for her .. she has lived her entire life on an ego trip , absorbed in her pride , manipulating everything an everybody only to feed her false ego and insecurities . I am 30 yrs younger than her and am able to see right through her .

I believe in my goodness and honesty enough to know that there is no way than up for me .. and no way but down for her .

The battle lines are drawn and this time i am not going to anybody.. not to my husband or anyone .. but to the one who makes all the decisions for everyone .