I feel terrible .. Very very terrible today . I cannot get over the unfairness of this world . It isnt a fair place to live in , but this is what we got . I feel helpless , very helpless not knowing what to do . Mean and bad people get there way , decent people bear the brunt .. Suffer and are unhappy .. I am heartbroken at the unfairness of it all really .

I pray and want it to be ok soon. I hate feeling lonely and sad .. I hope the Gods up there bring some fairness in this world soon .