I don't believe in karma because i read about it in books or i heard about it from others but because i have lived it . It is a full circle .. things i didn't realize why .. about 10 years back i know now. Questions that remained unanswered are clear now .
Here's a little story...
She was 14 years old when she laid eyes on this really nice looking guy ( at least she thought he was) and knew there was a connection .. had no idea what that connection meant .. why it was there , what it was .. but there was something out there she hadn't felt before .. something new , exciting .. a bond .. no idea absolutely what .She used to read about it in books ,see it in the movies .. never did she know what it possibly could be . At that time she kept on asking herself .. is this love ? is this real love ? no clue . She spent the next 14 years of her life feeling so madly in love .. deeply connected .. strongly crazily wanting to be with this guy but it wasn't going to happen , either she didn't have the courage or this pain had now become a part of her life and she had started liking this pain she felt .. and somehow realized that she was born to go through this pain .. she had to finish this .. something she started in some other lifetime ... i don't think she was a coward .. telling him how she felt was not really that difficult .. but in some ways she owed him this pain . She went through sleepless nights , crying and hurting miserably . This was her karma .. had she told him about her love for him , made him realize that the two of them were meant to be together .. she probably would have had to come back in another life to complete the circle of pain she had started. She had hurt him in another life and only he could come back and make her feel all that all over again. She had hurt him so much that they could no longer be together , they only had to pay their dues to each other and move on with different people , people who would bring peace in their lives .
Only if she could say how sorry she felt to him .. instead of feeling it everyday . Maybe she would stop dreaming about him .. but thats karma .. it had nothing to do with love anymore ..but with feeling of remorse , guilt and humility.
I am sorry . And I hope I am done with the pain I owed you.
I have realized it doesn't go anywhere .. it all comes back .. be good .. very good to everyone .. it is going to come and get you .. Karma .
Here's a little story...
She was 14 years old when she laid eyes on this really nice looking guy ( at least she thought he was) and knew there was a connection .. had no idea what that connection meant .. why it was there , what it was .. but there was something out there she hadn't felt before .. something new , exciting .. a bond .. no idea absolutely what .She used to read about it in books ,see it in the movies .. never did she know what it possibly could be . At that time she kept on asking herself .. is this love ? is this real love ? no clue . She spent the next 14 years of her life feeling so madly in love .. deeply connected .. strongly crazily wanting to be with this guy but it wasn't going to happen , either she didn't have the courage or this pain had now become a part of her life and she had started liking this pain she felt .. and somehow realized that she was born to go through this pain .. she had to finish this .. something she started in some other lifetime ... i don't think she was a coward .. telling him how she felt was not really that difficult .. but in some ways she owed him this pain . She went through sleepless nights , crying and hurting miserably . This was her karma .. had she told him about her love for him , made him realize that the two of them were meant to be together .. she probably would have had to come back in another life to complete the circle of pain she had started. She had hurt him in another life and only he could come back and make her feel all that all over again. She had hurt him so much that they could no longer be together , they only had to pay their dues to each other and move on with different people , people who would bring peace in their lives .
Only if she could say how sorry she felt to him .. instead of feeling it everyday . Maybe she would stop dreaming about him .. but thats karma .. it had nothing to do with love anymore ..but with feeling of remorse , guilt and humility.
I am sorry . And I hope I am done with the pain I owed you.
I have realized it doesn't go anywhere .. it all comes back .. be good .. very good to everyone .. it is going to come and get you .. Karma .
