i am shocked , numbed ... suhas is no more ... i cudnt believe it when sankalp called me .. couldn't make sense of it , but its true .. and as devastating as it may be .. it reminds me yet again that the only one power that runs every single thing on earth is God , and He can pull strings we cannot even imagine .. in wildest of our wildest dreams ..
He was a healthy 33 yr old guy with no medical history whatsoever , thats what makes this all the more unbelievable and unnerving ... a young wife and a 2 yr old daughter , a widowed mother , and a number of ppl who knew him as a pleasant helpful and kind young man .. i hope God gives his family the strength to go through what has befallen them ..
Every time i think of his family a chill runs down my spine .. what do they have left to believe in ?
There is a mix of so many emotions , sadness , helplessness , powerlessness , and then gratefulness towards what we have and the need to appreciate the breaths we take every sigle day .. I ask myself .. how do i go thru everyday without thanking God for keeping me alive and giving me the life that i have ... this reminds me how we do not appreciate our life with whatever burdens it comes with ... it can be taken away without any single reason .... and what we can be left with is just a cold body .. lifeless
Yet again reminded of the worthlessness of it all , i sit here almost numb .. failing to understand how fragile life can be .. how thankless we can be ...
Thank you Lord .. for today , for everyday
