FREEDOM

So this is what august 15th can do to you , or rather the spirit of freedom , i went to bed at 3 last nite feeling really rotten and woke up this mrning to august 15th .. independence day ... feeling totally rejuvenated ... and happy , free... from last nite and last few yrs ...

I want to choose happiness , i do not care what anyone thinks or what anyone says .. i know i am going to find my peace , my dream .. everything i ever wished for ... i free myself of all the burden that weighed upon me in the past 24 hrs ... happy 62nd I DAY !

u know ...

u know what u had
u know what u lost
u know it wasnt ures
u know it never will be
u know it was all u want
u know it was destiny
u know u fought
u know it killed you
u know u tried
u know its over
FOREVER

my dream

A cloud of darkness surrounds me ,
I can't see the way ,
I am losing my dream
I dont want to wake up
But the thunders jus dont stop
I am scared ..all i had was my dream

Hold on , dont leave
Oh my lovely dream
I cant hear my voice
My heart says adios
The cloud wont go ,the darkness stays
I am losing myself
I am scared ..all i had was my dream

I scream , I shout
Dont take my dream ..its all i have
I run , i try , i want it back
My dream is all i had

I am scared